Guess it's that time........to at least let you know.........what's.....been going though my heart.......
From the time that we met
can't even believe how far we've gotten
it's a darn kinda shame
all that shit that I've done to you
I made you laugh
I made you cry
I made you feel really mad at me
and pissed off to where you probably wouldn't wanna be with me back in the days
and you know what
I'm sorry for even cheating on you
Sorry for messing with them other women
knowing that they didn't even love me
like you loved me
and you know what
I love you too
Love you too much that my hearts gonna explode
and you know what
It's probably gonna blow
and you know what
I can't even control it anymore
cause when I'm with you
I can't even be able to express myself
but yet I want to be able to
so what I did
I just end up telling you what my heart is thinking
not what it's thinking
but what it feels every time that I see you
I always want to be able to catch them tears
that are falling down your eyes
because I never want to see you cry
and when that shit goes down
best believe I'm on the ground
to busy praying to God hoping that he forgives me
I'm hoping that you will be able to forgive me too
you is a blessing baby
I just can't even live my life without you
I'm not even bullshitting about this
in fact this the realest thing I get
So I'm hoping that you take all these words and be able to apply to it
not apply to it
but be able to understand that my life is incomplete without you in it
and I gotta be here to win it
I know back I done tried so many times
and we end up arguing, fussing, end up fighting, end up having so many problems and that drama
that you thought that it never would've worked
even I thought that I never would've worked
but look at me I done grown mature
so hopefully we can make it hap....Help
and be able making sure this is what we want
I wanna be able to be with you to the end of time
that's what my heart says
and that's what it's showing
because it's glowing so bright
and I gotta thank you for it
you help me make a change in my life and I can't help but express all of that to you
you been there from the beginning
unlike all them other women
they never was there for me
they never would be able to show me the love that you show me today
that you show me now
that you showed me in the past
back then knowing it was a blast
and you know what
I wish I could go back to them days
but you know that
living this day is even better than
back in the days
cause I finally have you all to myself and I'm not gonna share you with nobody
and that's a promise
from the heart
from the soul
from everything
I promise
I'll be there
to the end
of the time
I'm not Jesus though
but you know that I'm you man
so be able to understand
that this is......My Heart